I want this baby but idk if I'm ready .. I have plane tickets from Hawaii where I live at to Morocco in April and I'm terrified my mom will be angry and cancel my trip . I wouldn't mind pushing the trip back a little bit but I'm mostly scared my Muslim step-father will be upset and not want to marry my mom because I am a disgrace .. the baby's father can't leave the country so I will just be with my mom and younger brother .. I don't know how to handle this . I'm 17 turning 18 in May . due april 16th 2018 . I'm scared I'm doing the wrong thing not considering abortion or adoption . please some one help guide me, anyone in a similar situation?