I've posted in a few groups about this but I'm lay in bed feeling really down about it right now so I just need to get it off my chest.. my last normal period started June 19th and was heavy and lasted for 3 days as has been normal since my miscarriage in May last year but I've had spotting for 3 days at around the time my period was due at the end of July/start of august.. but my period that should have happened at the start of this month hasn't appeared.. I've lost half a stone since July but my clothes aren't any looser and I've had strong pregnancy symptoms including nausea and strong sense of smell.. my stomach feels different and I've gone off certain foods too.. but the problem is that all my hpt 's come back negative and I've been waiting for over a week for my doctors urine pregnancy test results but got nothing back yet.. I'm starting to feel like I'm going crazy.. my body is doing everything it can to convince me I'm pregnant but the results just don't seems to add up.. I have found a place where I could get a private ultrasound done to confirm or rule out pregnancy but I'm kinda scared to go because I don't want to find out that it has all been in my head for the last month.. some days I am 99% sure I am pregnant but days like today I get really down and depressed and convince myself that it's all in my head and I'm going crazy.. I just need someone to talk to that understands how hard this can be for us ladies