Stupid period

My period ALWAYS comes between the 18-20. It starts one of those 3 days.

I did not have a period in August, no spotting nothing. I have spent so much money on tests in the last 3 weeks and every single one of them has been negative. I am 23 days late.

If I wasn’t so busy ttc I would have enjoyed not having bed-ridden cramps and bleeding.

It’s only been 6 months, but I’m done with the disappointment.

To add insult to injury my husband “causally” says “maybe now just isn’t the time to try to have another baby.”

I’m shocked because it was his idea to begin with.

Stupid rant. I know other women have been trying a lot longer than me, but I’m sad. 😢