Did we even really have a thing? Were we ever going to be somewhere or was my mind somewhere else. I'm sorry I didn't talk to much at school I get nervous around you. Thanks for being my first kiss it was nice and you were nice about it. Thanks for talking to me about my mom and caring when I fell really bad. Thank you for becoming more confident in guys and learning more about myself. I hate you for leaving me and going to her. I don't want to be but I'm jealous your taking her to the dance and not me. I hope one day we talk again. I want to let you go so badly but it hurts to let go. You made me happy when I didn't have a reason to be. Thanks for everything, I hope I find someone as good as you were, maybe even better. Best of love, me.