Hey ladies I need help!!!!!!

So, I know you're not "suppose" to rip open digital pregnancy tests because there is always two lines, I know this and I understand that rule of thumb.

Here's a little about myself and why I am curious to hear about your experiences. I have a 4 and half year old little boy who was conceived fairly easily. I lost my daughter at 22 weeks and I have been TTC for two years with experiencing two miscarriages along the way. I just went through <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> for the first time (amazing experience), and it had made this two week wait even harder than it has been in the past.

Now, here's where I want to hear your thoughts and experiences. In the past I have taken clear blue digital tests that responded "not pregnant", and of course out of curiosity I opened it. During that time there was a faint, and I mean very faint line that was barley even noticeable. Of course I had hope until AF showed up. Call me crazy but, I have googled other pictures of clear blue digital also ripped open that had faint lines also. So, here I am doing the same thing (I know I am crazy). Well, I am shocked because this is definitely NOT a faint line, it is clear as day!!! I know I tell myself that it's invalid because I did in fact rip it open, however I am still curious by nature.

Have any of you done the same thing and noticed a solid second line and end up being pregnant? I know I can test tomorrow, and I know it's "invalid", but in the this two week wait sometimes it does help venting the process of this two week wait, and gives me hope also so please no rude comments!! Pictures are in the comments of the test. I swear I've done it before and there was barley a second line, very very faint line, and absolutely not like this one at all