I went for an ultrasound at 19 weeks and my fluid was measuring low. I was sent to perinatal right away and they suggested doing an amnioinfusion. Well against my better judgement I agreed to it and it ended up breaking my water. Dr says only 5% chance baby will make it to 23 weeks. I'm now 21 weeks I've been on bed rest ever since. I haven't been able to do anything for myself really, my mom has my other 2 kids and i feel like everyone is carrying on with life around me while mine is standing still... all i do is cry and sometimes I don't even know why I'm crying.... I'm just looking for someone who can lift my spirits up a little give me back the faith I feel slowly slipping away... this is the hardest thing I've ever had to do.