How did (or do) friends and family react?

theal

The only support i truly have is my husband and my mom (who goes back and fourth) i can get mean sometimes and bitter because of the losses i dont really show anyone that except for them , but everyone else around me brushes the losses off they will talk about pregnant women ALL the time , they will sit and tell my parents infront of me that they're gonna be grandparents soon even though I was pregnant first so i already considered them grandparents (my brother is having a baby and i was preg at his wedding so makes it a bit more painful) my close cousins will talk about babies and mothers like i'll never be one , is it wrong that i dont like anyone ? Or maybe i'm just one of those people that think i'm entitled to be a jerk or have some special respect because i've been through stuff ?