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As I've previously posted in other groups we found out yesterday my sons trachea/windpipe did not develop 😔😔😔 it's just a matter of time before he dies my heart can't take it any longer it will be my 4 th loss I have 2 beautiful boys as well but the heartache is still so very real I'm going to miss my baby boy kicking I'm going to miss him period and the hardest part is the delivery could cost me my life as well as I have placenta previa and placenta accreta 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭