Depressed

Am I the only one on here who has been crying their heart out? why ? because my beautiful little baby is turning 1 yr old. I mean obviously I'm elated she's healthy and smart and walking, damn near talking but I just can't get over this. and it all started because my sister sent me a picture when she was smaller and she just looks so different and Im planning her birthday party And don't want her to grow up he'll I don't even want to grow up. I just want her to be my little baby.