Cost us 10k!!!

Just need to vent becuase I cant to anyone else. My husband and I are ready for baby # 2 but his Health Insurance sucks!! It cost us 10k just to have my daughter 2 years ago. After a long 18 months searching for a house we finally just bought a house and in the process of redoing the whole house. We don't have the extra 10k for another baby right now. We don't want our kids too far apart so trying now would be perfect for us, but just bad timing. 😭😔