so im having a really hard time i was working everything was going good but 4 months ago i had to stop working because of my kids my schedule was really bad i have a 9yr old and a 4yr old and i was working from 3pm to 2am it was really hard to keep up with my kids i didnt have time for them so i really need to stop working so i been trying to find a job but haven't had luck and im so stress right now because i dont have money to pay by mortgage or insurance its really bad my poor husband is so stress with all this and now because of all this we are going put the whole wanting to have a new baby on hold and that has me really sad 😢😢😢