My dad passed away and tomorrow is the viewing

Jayj • Current trying to make an amazing relationship work and trying to have our beautiful rainbow baby

Honestly I don't know how I'm going to get thought it all tomorrow. My SO got the day off from his work so he could be with me and my family though it but I feel like it's going to just be to much for me. I don't even know if I want to see my dad.. I feel like I'll have a meltdown and I'm not sure what to do.