Should I send him this?

I has been dating this guy for three months.Everything looked super serious and I thought he was into me. I met his mom, sister and friends.He told me"I love you".I met him during summer break ,but I'm actually going to college 5 hours away from where he lives.This is my last year of college by the way . He decided to keep the long distance relationship.I actually noticed that since I am here he has been a bit distant , we keep talking as usual. Last week on Wednesday he ghosted me and I felt really heart broken.This is how everything ended up( I know my english sucks sorry😔)I texted him this after I realized he would not appear anymore.I also unfriend him on fb and instagram

His last text before this was how are you baby cakes.I am starting to miss him.I don't know if I should send him this

meeting you was a big experience for me.I didnt like how things ended up, thats the reason why I am writing you. I am a lady and calling you coward is not how I want to end this. Everyone knows that finding love is a trial-error and I dont blame you if you lost interest or if I'm not your type

What we had was short but intense .Thats why it hurts that you disappeared the way you did.It was something unexpected .I called you and texted you several times because I honestly though that something bad happened to you.

Still I am glad that I met you,I had an amazing summer break and thanks to you I learned how to kayak! And how good coconut shrimps are!I think I will keep the good memories of us and I will forget how our relationship finished.I am sure that I will meet more people, and some day I will meet ‘the one’. I hope the same happens to you!