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Went in today cause I thought I was leaking amniotic fluid, been having cramps and lots of back pain. Anyways so I go in and after being checked I'm not leaking amniotic fluid (thank goodness!) but I'm not even dilated! Ugh I've been bouncing on a ball, walking, sex and squats for like the last week! Nothing is helping me dilate 😪 I'm so frustrated and discouraged 😞 this baby is never gonna come out 😶 38 weeks today too btw