Thought it could have been my turn

I don’t understand I’m 5 days late AF should have come and gone at this point. I spotted 7 dpo and felt some mild cramping. I was sure this month was our month. We’ve been trying for almost two years, but miscarried in January. Labor Day was my due date and I really wanted to be pregnant by this point. I guess it’s not in the cards right now. Ready for my Rainbow.