This whole pregnancy I've felt alone . I lost my best friend for 5 years (because I got pregnant) I was never close with my family all my other friends left too because I couldn't party with them anymore . So I've had nobody to vent to .. to talk to . To be here for me . My boyfriend is still here yes but he is totally oblivious to how I'm feeling even when I try to talk to him about it all I hear from him are his jokes which he doesn't seem to think do harm even tho I've told him several times they hurt me . Constantly being told I'm fat . Him saying my vagina is going to be so loose I'm always eating or complaining about pain so I must be a little bitch and I'm done I can't stop crying I'm over being alone I just want someone to hug me 😭😭 39 weeks..