I recently got out of a 5 year abusive relationship.. physical and emotional abuse!

My ex has been going around making stories up about me, and it gets back to me.. but I haven't given my ex a reaction cause at the end of the day it isnt worth it, and I know it's prob what she wants.

But I'm to stubborn.

We left on bad terms, and she hasn't contacted me for nearly 3 weeks. I also haven't contacted her.

All I know is she has befriended my Ex best friends who burnt me bad.. and been sitting there bitching about me constantly .. I even don't go to the shop she works out, I try to stay away from certain clubs and pubs!

How long does It take for me to finally feel okay? Sometimes I miss her.. cause when we were good, we were good! For that one day! But i don't know if it's just the company I miss and the comfortableness.

Anyone else been in this situation?

She normally hounds and msgs me but this time she hasn't ..