I really wish I had someone local to talk to.

I wish I never started trying. It hurts every damn time AF shows up. I know I haven't been trying for nearly as long as some other mommies but I know that I am reaching the end of my body baby making time. I am tempted to just give up now. I really don't know how you ladies handle years of this.

*update*

My husband and I have decided to stop scheduling sex. I will not go back on birth control but I am not going to pay too much attention to where we are in a cycle....it always seems to be wrong anyways.