my So and I have been TTC for 4 months now ND and in 2 days I get to test and see if it's a bfp. Well... last night my SO says to me... maybe it's just not the right time. Maybe we should wait since destiny doesn't want us to be pregnant right now. I am absolutely heartbroken. I cried myself to sleep and this morning I don't even want to go to work. What's the point... The worst part in all this is we weren't telling anyone we were TTC, so ... I'm all alone in all this. what do I even do now?