I think it's starting to hit me...

Jamie🌻

I should have a 6 month old little boy tomorrow but instead I have an angel and I'm 15 weeks pregnant with his little brother. I feel so blessed to be pregnant again but I'm just terrified of something happening 😢 This baby is helping soothe the hurt but also is causing anxiety of losing him too. I can't lose another. I just want my babies, both of them. It's hard to be happy and sad at the same time💔