c-section news 😭😭😭

had my 39 week check up today, and since last week, my baby has flipped & is head up, with her feet on my cervix.. They scheduled me for a c-section for Monday :( I am freaking out... I have wanted an all natural birth since I was a little girl. I hate medicine, and wanted to try without the epidural. not to mention, I've never had surgery, so I'm not sure what to expect. :( can y'all c-section mama's give me any advice, encouragement, or y'alls own experiences? they told me to plan to be there 4 days.. please someone, talk to me about this.. I'm so scared. :( where will my baby be during the sewing up process? will her dad hold her? how long until I hold her myself? how was recovery for y'all?