Always the bigger person

Heather

Anyone ever get sick of being the bigger person? When my so and I have a disagreement regardless of who's at fault, I always apologize to try and move on. We have awkward silences for hours and sometimes days until the dispute is discussed. It's so agitating. He's over any situation immediately and is perfectly fine not speaking of it again. I don't work that way. I have severe anxiety and it's maddening. I'd love to just get over things and let it go. Just not sure where to go. Not really sure what I'm looking for, maybe just someone who understands.... thanks for reading if you got this far. 😩😖🙁