Month 5 of TTC #1 and having a very different attitude this month compared to last month (when I felt like I'd become slightly obsessive already!). I haven't peed on any sticks to see whether ovulating or not, I'm not going to test if AF isn't late, i haven't overthought BD and when, not over analysing everything as a potential sign of implanting or pregnancy. how long this will last i don't know but feel a lot more chilled! Have to remember that I cannot control if and when I have a baby (and no amount of thinking about the TWW or testing early will make me pregnant!!) and so I must focus on what I can control..(and drinking wine and eating chocolate is something I can control and happily do! ;-))