I had pancreatitis during my pregnancy i was 6 months when I had my first attack, i needed surgery but I needed to have my baby first so I had to wait. I also had gallbladder stones so I would be in the hospital every 2 weeks and stay for 3 days under observation. When I was 39 weeks 3 days I had an attack and like usual I went to the hospital my doctor decided to induce me because well it was almost time anyways so I was in labor for 24 hours and had my baby. The day we were discharged my baby stopped breathing at home and I took her to the hospital, she was in the NICU for 3 days. A couple days past and I had another attack!! So I went to the hospital this time they didn’t let me go home. They said it was time for my surgery to remove my gallbladder so I stayed in the hospital waiting for my surgery without my baby! The day of my surgery my baby’s umbilical cord got infected and my mom took her to the hospital she was transferred to another hospital in which she will stay for 10 days. I’m now with her but it’s been a rough time. I give birth and had surgery a week later. My body hates me and I can’t take care of my baby because of my incision 😭😭😭 I just feel so useless