I really felt so confident. I had crazy cramps at 5DPO and I never ever get cramps except right as AF shows up. I had/have creamy CM. But I never paid much attention to it so I don’t even know if that’s out of the norm for me if I’m being honest. I always have vivid dreams so my vivid dreams these past 12 days really didn’t mean anything either.

I just wanted a surprise. We weren’t trying yet, I wasn’t planning, I wasn’t using OPKs or preseed or drinking that terrible Geritol like I was when we conceived my Audrey.

I just wanted a surprise baby, no stress no planning at all. I wanted to pee on a stick at 9Dpo and get a faint positive and pee every morning and watch it grow darker and darker.

I guess I’ll just go to the drug store as get preseed, OPKs and that nasty ass tasting geritol.

Come on aunt flow you scavy bitch. I’m ready for you.