Scared to start TTC

Devon

My husband and I have been married for almost a year. We've always said that around our one year anniversary, we would start TTC. The last few months we haven't been necessarily trying but we haven't been careful either. A couple months ago I was going through a really hard time, very depressed and high anxiety. Throughout that time, I thought we might have actually gotten pregnant just to be disappointed with my period in the end. It was a hard time in my life so I was especially let down. I got over it eventually and realized it just wasn't meant to be yet and it's probably best that I be in a better mental state when we start trying. A couple months have passed and I'm definitely in a better position but I'm still so scared to be let down again. How do you guys handle the dissapoinemt? I don't have many girlfriends, especially ones that can relate with where I'm at in life right now, so I thought this would be a good outlet. Hoping to make some friends on here that I can talk to :-)