I'm just not ready...

Hey ladies,

I was an HG sufferer for almost a full 9 months with my son. I remember 6 weeks like it was yesterday. 6wks hit and it was downhill from there. I lost 20lbs in my first trimester alone and it was just plain miserable. Zofran during the day and phenergan at night. Multiple hospitalizations..

Today, I'm 6 weeks pregnant with our second baby. Terrified is purely and understatement. I'm almost making it worse because I'm anticipating throwing up at quite literally any second. I've been nauseous for the last few days and I know that at some point the nausea won't suffice anymore.

I'm trying everything I can think of to keep it away but I'm just so afraid it won't be enough...