I just got a call from my doctor. I was told that I have Genital Herpes. The only person I had ever had unprotected sex with was a man who drugged and raped me. The only other person is my very exclusive boyfriend who I plan on marrying. I already told my boyfriend what the doctor said, he isn't angry with me at all and is ready to take the medicine. That monster who raped me gave me this sickness. And I now I am the monster who gave this sickness to the only man who's ever loved me. My boyfriend is at work, so he can't text me much. But he is being very sweet and compassionate. I love him so much. I can't believe I hurt him like this. I Don't want to be here anymore. I was tested after the rape for anything like this, but everything came back negative. I swear I am not a whore or a slut, I just was in the wrong place at the wrong time....

and fuck being anonymous. I have a face. I have a name. I have a life. I am not just an empty profile picture. I have a life that was just turned completely upside down, and Dammit, I don't care who knows. The anonymous have faces too.