i refuse to use hormonal birth control or some kind of implant device, i just dont believe in it. i think its harmful to my body esp in the long term, i wont use it.

i dont like condoms.

the withdrawl method isnt full proof and neither is period tracking and that type of thing.

i dont know what to do.

i rarely have sex bc i hate all my options and i dont want to get pregnant and have to deal with an abortion so i just abstain usually but ITS HARD. im young and alive and i want sex. so frustrated.