Stretch marks r ruining my self esteem

Ok it’s gonna be hot all week this week but I can’t even wear regular shorts anymore cuz my stretch marks on my thighs will show. Last couple years I’ve had a normal amount on my inner thighs where every one gets them and I didn’t really care cuz i knew it was normal. I actually already had a lot, I just learned rather quickly not to care about them. I have them on my lower back, both hips, both rib cages and didn’t give any craps. Not ever when swimming. Now this year I got a crap ton ( some light ones in the side of my knee, way more red ones on my thighs going down way more/ on the back of my legs) and I don’t feel comfortable wearing shorts but I want to. I feel like crap rn plus Ik I’m gonna get more cuz it’s part of growing plus it’s in my genes to get a lot (thx dad). I even got some under my arm!!! LIKE COME ON IM TALL AND SKINNY HERE. I’ve tried finding ways to get rid of them but Ik they just have to fade. Idk how I can go out and wear normal clothes like this.