I hate the ttc process.

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4 days away from af but I feel like she's coming. I honestly would love to go back 2 years ago and not start ttc another child. I was happy with one child until a miscarriage I didn't even know about till too late, and started obsessing over the idea of another child. I'm honestly thinking about just getting on birth control so I won't be disappointed when af arrives. I'm sorry for the rant I just needed to vent and have my own pity party.