Trying...

My S/O and I have been trying and talking about having a child together for about a year...I finally got that positive on August 29th and i was so beyond excited, I felt like time just stood still while we celebrated in the moment. About a week ago, all of those feelings came to an end when I got home from a fun night shopping (alone, he actually gave me money and told me to go buy some candles as I had a horrible day and candles always make me feel better) I got home and really had to pee (I was still feeling symptoms at this time) I saw a big clot of blood in my underwear and the bleeding never stopped. The next day I went in and there was nothing there. I felt it all come out when I peed that day and it was the most horrific feeling I have ever experienced. My doctor told me we can start trying again as soon as we are ready, and I want to. But I am so afraid that things are going to end badly again for us. I just don’t know how I should feel! Hoping I can get some positive feedback/advice on what to expect or what to do next. ❤️