Abandoned me

My husband left the kids and I friday and hasn't returned and said he's probably not. He said I'm exhausting to be with and he can't handle coming home to a negative energy cause I'm always in a bad mood when he comes home. He says he wants to party and hang out without me being mad at him for going I love this man been married to him for 6 years what does he mean?!!! He says he cares for us but he can't say he loves me not cause it's a lie but he just can't say it. I'm a stay at home mom have been for ever.