My birthday is in two days and I REALLY was hoping after three months of trying I would be pregnant by now! I’m sad, confused, and I completely just want to give up on life.. just everything! I’m not even excited about my birthday anymore...

Everyone around me is getting married and building their little families all while I’m just here stressing about school, and trying to get pregnant..

I am a mother to a beautiful 5 year old, but she also asks why she doesn’t have siblings to play with and that really tugs my heart... I know my day will come and I’m keeping my faith strong, and remaining thankful for what I do have, but I can’t help but cry and just wonder why I haven’t had something amazing happen in my life... 💔 I know I sound unappreciative and annoying.. I just need to get this off my chest