I hate this

I hate being me. I hate who I am, I hate how I look, I hate how I act and talk, I just hate everything. I'm not helping anyone by being here. I don't wanna do this anymore. Sorry I don't have anyone to talk to that understands me, that knows that you can't just say,"you're thinking too much", "you don't know what you're saying just relax", "stop thinking like that". I'm tired of it, no one fucking understands me at all.