Work after loss

I'm sorry if this isn't the right place to post this but I wasn't sure where to right.

Did anyone decide not to return back to work? I lost my baby early this year and have been on maternity leave but I really don't feel comfortable with working in the same place. Does this make me a bad person for thinking this? I just don't feel comfortable with walking back in there and having customers & staff asking questions. I don't mean this in a horrible way, I just know I won't be able to handle the awkwardness and feeling uncomfortable around the same people. Grieving isn't getting any easier, nothing is getting any easier 😢