I'e noticed little things from when I look back at that make me alittle angry at my family. Like when I was younger I had a huge crush on my childhoon friend that was white, then all of a sudden my entire family treats me differently untill I moved to TX(not talking to me as much, telling me about how white people would be rude to a girl like me, and pointing out VERY unattractive white people and asking me if I was interested ) My last relationship I dated a black guy and when my family found out they immediately asked if he was white. I don't know if they genuinely wanted to know or if they were being funny. I'm just tierd of it and I don't wanna deal with this anymore. The only person who really supports me is my mom, and love her for it