I want a boyfriend 😍

hey, I'm 16 and I'm the youngest out of my squad. everyone else is 19 or 17, and I'm also the only one who hasn't ever had a boyfriend before. I've talked to guys but never actually had had a romantic relationship with one. I always thought I didn't need a boyfriend but I see my friends and I kind of got convinced that it would be really romantic and idk you know what I mean, but anyways, my parents won't let me date and if they find out they'll KILL me (literally) what should I do? Also I'm not looking to have sex with anyone, or even KISS them. I just want someone I can go to and that I can trust and who will support me. : )