So this is probably one of the most craziest things I’ve ever had to write or ask .

I am 26 years old, I am a single mother . I honestly can’t find someone who is the right guy (I am currently talking to someone who I could potentially see myself with for the rest of my life) but for past guys, something has ALWAYS happened, I get aggravated with them so easily & I am too good at goodbye (😉 like what I did there) 😂.

And tbh, I love the D. I go through spurts where I could have sex 2 or 3 times a day and then I have times where I could go 2 or 3 months without it, but that’s my thyroid disease that throws off that sex drive sometimes . But here the past year , I’ve been very sexual, like I can’t get enough . I just want it all the time . Me and my man could do it at night then 1st thing that morning and I would still crave it .

But I feel like I’m missing something & this is my dilemma, or my question, or really where I question myself . I have always kind of had this fantasy of having sex with a girl. Like I fantasize about eating out a girl, at least one time . Like not just going straight to eating her out, but you know the whole making out til everything leads up to that . I can visualize fingering her while we are making out , then kissing her neck and all the way down her body, sucking on her titties, kissing/biting her thighs, and then burying my face in her vagina, and hoping to give her the most pleasure with my tongue, and just making her moan .

It’s not like I see girls and I’m like attracted to them, like yes I complement girls, and I’ll be like she’s hott or she’s got a nice ass . But it’s not like I’ve seen one that ive been like damn I’d love to bury my face in her pussy .

I think I’m seriously confused with my sexuality. Is this an experimental thing or what? I’m SO confuseddd! I’ve NEVER told anyone about this, but I have recently been thinking about telling my current s/o, because I literally talk to him about everything ...

Should I tell him? Or keep it too myself? Bc it’s not a 3-some I want. I want 1 on 1 .

what’s y’alls advise on this?

HELLLPPPPPP❗️‼️😩