am I the only one that makes separate lunch or dinner for themselves?

I can't stand the smell of chicken or beef raw or cooked I can cook it but I can't bring myself to eat it I can eat fish and shrimp and turkey sandwiches and salads fresh stuff I have to eat a fresh veggie or fruit with my meals but I can't eat my own enchiladas fajitas or any other meal I might cook kinda sucks I love spicy foods and now I can't have spicy anymore anyone else.