I am single and I'm so tired of dating men. I can never find one who seems to truly love me and treat me good. They always lie. I have always felt closer with women and I am bisexual and I really think I could have a relationship with a woman but I don't think I could live without sexy with guys. I can orgasm with a girl and I love sex with another girl a lot but it always leaves me wanting more. I just don't think it would be enough. Even toys aren't the same. I'm more sexual than normal girls I think and I need it all the time. I'm so sad and confused and don't know what to do. There is just no substitute for the real thing when it comes to cock. But I don't really want anything to do with the people they are attached to. I'm so tired and on my period too so sorry for the rambling but I just feel like laying here crying for the next week and not moving. Seems like I'm trapped with no answer to finding the love I want with the sex I need.