dear my everything ...

You say I don't see how hard you've been working to support us lately and that my job isnt as hard as yours... but the truth is, I KNOW how difficult your job is. I'm sorry I complain about "how hard" my job is, but thats because it's hard for me. I wouldn't be going out of my way to show you how much I appreciate it if I didn't. But... being emotionally hurt the way i have been by you lately, really sucks. i dont want to feel this way. you say you dont want me to feel this way, yet no matter how hard I try to get you to see what youre doing before i get hurt, you never wanna listen. i just want you to see what youre doing to me... thats all...