I find it funny how I can talk to others about their problems and how they are feeling, make them feel better etc. but when it comes to me I don't tell anyone anything I'm just so scared that person will tell everyone about my horrible life.

My parents are divorcing, my dads a drunk and verbally abusive, I have social anxiety and have panic attacks when in crowds or when I just freak myself out.

My dad yells almost every night and my mum try's so hard to be happy but he's just their tearing our family apart so I'm happy for the divorce. But I'm so fucking angry at my dad for not changing my family has gave him so many chances to change.