Soo here’s something a little complicated... I went to party last month (I’m 16 btw) this party algae drugs and alchy and this guy i was talking as friends at the time was there. So eventually I made the move and we danced together and made out eventually I gave him hand and BJ and he fingered me.maybe like a week or 2 later I met up with him again to HU at a football game and he asked me then to be a thing.. i kinda freaked out a little there and said can i have some time to think about it and I think he freaked out when I said that so he said “I mean not dating” and I was like oh ok good. Maybe after the 1st week of school started back he wanted to come and see me. He used to go to my school but now he goes to Cartier for math and works during the day. So he had a day off and wanted to see me and I freaked out and was telling him no I don’t want ppl to know about us because we’re not a thing. So the same day just later on I ended it with him and told him it’s best if we’re friends, clearly he was upset with me because after that for a couple of weeks he didn’t talk to me. Until one night we finally spoke and I realized I missed him like I really did. So my best friend helped me out bc her boyfriend and that guy are best friends so that got us talking again...

So here’s the part.

Last weekend he came over to my dads and i was a virgin then but I told him to come over. Initially it was just supposed to be a hook up but I told him about me being a virgin and he said he wouldn’t do it unless i wanted to and was ready. So it all just happened in the moment. It’s not something I regret at all because we’re a thing now. It’s just that we fucked without a condom of course he didn’t cum in me he pulled out and we finished it off by hand.

So I saw him thrusday during school and after because he wasn’t working and we just chilled and I found it so weird because normally we always hook up but I guess it’s because we’re a thing and it’ll be awkward at times because we don’t know each other, but we did cuddle at my best friends because he didn’t wanna get me sick but I did kiss him a couple of times oops..

so he texted me later when I was home asking when am I allowed to go out again so he could take me out on a date.

And I. Was so shook I still am actually.