Infertility.

Causes so much pain and bitterness. It makes every positive pregnancy test seem like a personal attack. It makes my blood boil when people say "just relax" "it will happen when you least expect it" but honestly what is there to say besides that? Nothing really.. Infertility rips you apart makes. You question why arent you enough? What about you makes you not worthy of being a mother. Am I to big? Am I to small? Am i not healthy enough? Was I to mean to someone that this is my karma? Does Infertility make me less of a woman? Most days i can say no. But other days are just to hard to see the light...