MC October 2016 and have felt 'off' since

I lost a baby at 11 weeks in October of 2016. I was devastated. I cried for months and almost a year later I find myself tearing up when I think about it. I had a D&C; end of October and ever since then, I feel EVERYTHING that goes on in my body.

Is that normal??

Before I got pregnant and lost the baby I NEVER knew when I was ovulating or felt anything. I have terrible cramping every time I ovulate now. I seem to ALWAYS have period / pregnancy symptoms. Back aches, cramping, twinges and aches, sore boobs, etc. literally most of the time so I never know if I'm getting my period or pregnant.. I always get so scared inside that th surgeon 'messed up' and took off good healthy tissue along with the bad.. I'm terrified of not getting pregnant again.. I haven't been trying long but I'm hoping to get pregnant soon. I will be anxious and scare the entire time.

Idk if anyone has heard of this but after my D&C; the results came back that I was having a baby girl (heart broken. I wanted a girl so badly) and she had something called Turners Syndrome. She was missing 1 chromosome.