The 12th period since ttc. We started this journey oct 2016. Come to find out my husbands Sperm are never making it to the egg. What a knife to the heart. A large grade three varicocele has totally wrecked havoc inside and our Sperm are suffering majorly especially motility wise. We also have low testosterone and atrophy to his left side as that testicle is smaller and softer. We have been together 10 years and married 1.5...we never in a million years had any clue about a varicocele?! A what?! I hope after surgery nov 3 we can beat this ugly 1 in 8 and conceive in 2018. I hope to share a blog story on social media to express our story and pronounce just how cherished our baby is!