So i have eleven days untill i can start testing. It feels so far away, trying to keep myself busy so i don't think about it. Don't have anyone to talk to because we are not telling people that we are trying. Any advice on how to not drive myself crazy while i wait for what feels like forever even though i know it is not forever.

Anyone else sometimes feel like they are alone and wish they had someone to talk to about TTC? I know i do, yes i have my husband to talk to but sometimes i feel like he doesn't really understand what i am going though. Every mouth i pray and hope that this will be our mouth, and i psych myself out with symptoms that are really not there or at least i feel they are. Sometimes i feel so stupid. I hate it when it comes back negative and I have to tell my husband that it wasn't positive and that maybe next month will be our month. I am trying to stay positive but sometimes I can be hard.

I really do try not to let all the emotions get to me and I try not to think about it. But I always find myself coming back to it. I guess it would just be nice to have somebody who knows what I'm going through another woman who's trying to conceive who knows what it's like to talk to. Anybody else feel that way?