I want to scream

Seems like everyone around me is getting pregnant BUT ME!!!! At least once a week I find out someone I know is pregnant and it hurts my heart bc I’m so jealous but at the same time I’m happy for them. I feel like I’m unable to get pregnant. My first pregnancy popes out of no where but then I lost my baby at 7 weeks and I’ve been struggling even more it feels like. I just wish it’s my turn.... I want that amazing feeling of becoming a mommy....I feels like I’m losing hope but I don’t want to give up. It’s so hard to have a positive attitude when all I keep getting is negative tests and periods every month...