Multiple Affairs Behind My Back

Recently discovered my significant other has been talking to other women. Actually ex girlfriends. He's kept in connect with many, they know about me, yet they think "I'm Crazy." I cried for a good bit off and on, called my pastor and had him pray with me.

I'm accepting that we are now going to throw away 4 years, married almost One year, away. I've tried multiple times to effortlessly keep my family together, only for it to come back and kick me in the behind..

I'm hurt but what can I do?

This time I love myself more 😏